What can i do now? nothing~
All i can do now is hope, pray and wait.
I Love You~

ADD OIL DEAR~

Recently, my dear really realy facing a lot of emotional distortion =(
She is emo until dint find me much.
Dear, i will give you time to recover, bt please dun take too long. I also needed u sometimes..='(
Dear, get well soon. Linked a song for you. Is our favourite song. ^^
Juz, ADD OIL k? I noe u asked me not 2 find u 4 tempolary, bt i m oways here for u d.

五月天-笑忘歌


屋顶的天空是我们的
放学后夕阳也都会是我们的
不会再仰慕更多了

唱一首属于我们的歌
让我们的伤都慢慢慢的愈合
明天我又会是全新的 oh~ho
青春是手牵手坐上了
都不回头的火车
总有一天我们都老了
不会遗憾就ok了
伤心的都忘记了
只记得这首笑忘歌
那一年天空很高风很清澈
从头到脚趾都快乐
我和你都约好了
要再唱这首笑忘歌
这一生只愿只要平凡快乐
谁说这样不伟大呢

自己和自己打一架了
想都想不通反正就是这样了
不会再流泪更多了
有多少错误重蹈覆辙
有多少苦痛还不是都过来了
想起来甚至还会笑呢 oh~ho
青春是人生的实验课
错也错得很值得
就算某天唱起这首歌
眼眶会有一点湿了
伤心的都忘记了
只记得这首笑忘歌
那一年天空很高风很清澈
从头到脚趾都快乐
我和你都约好了
要再唱这首笑忘歌
这一生只愿只要平凡快乐
谁说这样不伟大呢


伤心的都忘记了
只记得这首笑忘歌
那一年天空很高风很清澈
从头到脚趾都快乐
我和你都约好了
要再唱这首笑忘歌
这一生只愿只要平凡快乐
谁说这样不伟大呢
这一生只愿只要平凡快乐
谁说这样不伟大呢
谁说这样不伟大呢

Dating n early celebration with dear^^

V went to qbay 2 celebrate my early bufday as dear cant come bak on 4th october... watch G force..^^ meet uncle reik and drum jie!! xD Reik, EE!!! xD after that, went to autocity sushi king!!! xD let the pic tel the story...^^

qbay =P

sushi king...xD discover new ways of eating sushi...xD

thx dear for the body glove wallet n the mysteries bday card ( onli can open on 4th ocotober xD)

I had a nice day. Thx dear^^ muacksss.... i love you..^^

Happy 7th month-versaries...^^

Happy 7th Month-versaries...^^

early bufday celebratin by dear n frensss

long time nvr had suprises adi.... had one yday....
In actual, i m having gathering at autocity with kexin, ting yan, rong wei and minc. Asked my dear, but she said she cant make it. Quite dissapointed actualy. I went to fetch ting yan and reach autocity around 7pm. waited for them for around 1 hour in starbuck..@.@ nevermind...adi used to it....xD

Finally they arrive..^^ great...hard to make desicion where to have our dinner. =.= finally v decide to go for Boston " 又一城”.... after our meal, start chit chatting. Talk about our uni-life, gosip...xD
Suddenly, dear appear with a cake..@.@ wow..i din aspect for this man!! @.@ really gave me a great suprise. Very very touch. Seriously, never had this kinda suprise before. She really did a great job. This is some photo..^^what a suprise...i am very very very touch of this.
Dear, thx a lot. I noe u plan this hardly... i appretiate it.... thx... I love u.^^

after that, those great shopperS @@ went to the shop in autocity to shop again..@@
thx everyone.
Dear, this is for you. Thx a lot. Thx for everything. I duno wat 2 say, but i thx u frm the bottom of my heart, n i love u^^
Muacksssssssssssssssssssssssss

recently..

walau.. 300 hundred years din update...xD bo eng ma..dun lik tis lar..hahax...

bz wif wat? haiz..damn it.. juz finish my engineering material, engineering math and circuit theory test. R.I.P (rest in peace) damn regret..hav to work harder adi...=]

INCOMING TEST include C++ programing and mechanics. Quite hard for me...T^T nevermind, i will try my best in it. ^^

Another interesting story. Juz finish up my BM lisan presentation an hour ago...xD our group onli meet once to discuss and find data for our presentation, which is one week ago. What the perfect thing is, i onli write my scrips 15 minutes before the presentation starts..xD Great...

As aspected, we boom what we have to say. hahaz What is the comment from out teacher? "Pembentangan anda adalah berjaya, isi anda mencukupi". Great? i think so. Another thing that suprise me that is she said my voice is loud and clear, as students to take me as example. xD hahahah walau..i din aspect tis man...xD

group members~~ (taken in toilet b4 presentation) :-p

By the way, dear is coming back this week for a week holiday. ^^ miss u badly....T^T

Lonely day..@.@

Early in the morning....not early lar actually. 10am already. Saturday again.....@.@ one week past since dear went back to UM...miss u...T^T

Nevermind. quite a lot of "mission" today::
1. Send choon keat to his friend's house at Simpang Empat. He had to go back to UUM after one week of H1N1 holiday... We depart with my mum n sister as they 1 2 tumpang my car to pasifc for shopping..xD..member day@@ SALESSSS....zzz

2. Go to Berapit, dear house to take something from her mum. Need to pass to a friend from Nibong tebal, which is dear 3rd year senior.

3. Go pasific to pass up AND1 Basketball 3on3's form.

4. Find a nice and special handphone couple strip. Found one, past to dear adi through gee jin. ^^
on the blue foot print stated "跟我到天涯", red's stated "陪你到海角" meaningfull right?

finally, final task, past all the things dear needed to my friend.

Thats my bust saturday..xD

P/s: love u dear..^^ miss u T^T

addition.. went shopping alone...T^T..bought some pants..^^had a hard feeling actually. I miss the time we shopping together...T^T no people comment on me very 不习惯.... Holiday muz teman me shopping tau dear? ^^

Really will appretiate the time when you are just beside me..^^

Love you dear...add oil in ur studies...i will add oil in mine too...
Miss u^^ muacksssssssssssssssssss

update juz for fun~~

29 of July, 7am::
"LAI!!! WAKE UP LIAO LAI!!!!! HOLIDAY LIAO!!! EVERYONE CAN GO HOME LIAO!!!! H1N1 COME LIAO!! HOLIDAY 1 WEEK!!!"
Damn...it is only 7am in the morning...i juz wake my dear up, go toilet and planned to sleep back again. That "si gui" zhun yi a.k.a doggy come and wake me up....@@. Nope, i think is wake the whole floor up, since all friends stay in the same floor.

Great news....HoLiDaY...@.@ 1 week of holiday due to the H1N1 flue.... I think a few of the students get it. After a long long que in the cafe for body temperature check up, we were allowed to go home. Terus phone my dad, reach in 10 minutes, then I AM HOME!!!!

Kinda hungry..T^T.. luckily jing yee phoned me and jio me for chai kuih in Jawi...What the...chai kuih again? @.@ i juz had it with dear n her family last Sunday...@@ nevermind...whatever...as long as there is something to eat..^^

Rotten at home until my mum pick me up and chat with me~~
"Boy, chiawen taking MBBS rite? means she is goin to be a doctor in the future rite?"

"yup. So?"

"So what is ur plan?"

"plan? what to plan? i m taking engineering course also ma~~"

" engineering so what? if you dont study hard, u are going to end up in the factory as ur working hour is 8-5pm"

Bla bla bla~~ my mum start to tell me about my future again@@
hardly swt~~ i know i know...medical course is something very hard and very high class right? i know lar...... She even asked me to make dear proud of me.

Dun worry lar mummy, i know what to do lar.... hav some acchivement so that i can suit up with my future doctor girlfriend right?

So that is my plan for my future::
1. I will finish up my electronic engineering degree at least with a second class upper. If posible,i will try to achieve first class honour( first class honour is able to skip master and direct to PhD)

2. If i am able to directed to Phd, i will finish up my Phd in between 3 years. If not, i will apply for NTU( Nanyang Technology University) which is located in Singapore for my master and back to USM to continue my PhD.

3.After get my Phd, i shall applied for lecturer posting, either in USM or any local university. If posible, i am aiming for private college also.

thats my planning for my future.

P/S: This is specially directed to my dear zhu lui. I will make u proud.^^ i dun1 2 b juz a normal boyfriend. I 1 2 b a boyfriend that whenever ppl mention about it, u will feel proud. And i will make this true..^^ LAI CHEE QUAN not fake d rite? :-p

ADD OIL LAI CHI QIN!!!! ^^
( dear, ur support can burst me up^^)

2 days with lover ^^

Wow.... gals really is "heart yes mouth no" d...@@ no time for me? i spend my 2 days with her n her family....thx aunty uncle jie jie di di n gu gu......hahax...especially both singapore d gu gu, u all are very sporting n nice lar....^^

we spend the whole saturday shoping shoping shoping....... and then sunday moring eat chai kuih at jawi. Then have 2 send dear to wait for her senior, which drive back 2 KL...will miss u much d dear. =)

let the picture speaks..^^

Muackssssss

went 2 PDI, bought couple polo-T ^^

Hug Hug^^

P/S: Thx uncle aunty for allowing us together. i will take gud care of NG CHIA WEN and WONT BULLY her d. Dun worry..^^

P/S: hahax...saturday is our 5th month aniversary..^^ 1st timee got chance celebrate aniversaries with u..^^ nice n unforgetable..^^ lov u^^ muacksssss

TIRED~~

LAI CHI QIN IS TIRED...tired from body and soul~~

IF~~

IF~ i am a more dicipline person

IF~ i listen to my parents' advice

IF~ i am able to be a top scholar

IF~ i study hard during secondary school

IF~ i study hard for my matriculation

IF~ i rejected USM

IF~ i get other university besides UM, USM or UKM

IF~ i can be more rational

IF~ i can control my emotion better

IF~ i appretiate what i have now

IF~ i study hard in university now

P/S: i duno what i want now. My wings of life had lost it direction. i need someone to guild me back to the right path. Maybe NG CHIAWEN can. Or i should say, she is the only one able to?
Dear, have a try. ^^ need ur help anyway~~

What to do har?? @@

WUWU...finally dear is coming back to penang this weekend...but hor...the time is toooooooo short...T^T
Sure i am happy that she is back, but does she have time to date me? T^T
I know you sure want to stay at home more d right? so hard just back home...but i hope can date u wor...
How How How? T^T
DEAR AH~~ Tell me how...T^T wa pun tak tau macam mana leh..~~ =(

Sorry dear....T^T

dear.....i am sorry for being such not understanding and tolerate...i am sorry

i love u

dear~~

muacksssssssssssssssssss

Happiness~?

I AM NOT HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How long i din not smile happily already?? How long i din laugh loudly and happily adi??

I duno....I AM NOT HAPPY!!!!

Frustated...T^T

Damn.....Our class finally started. Circuit theory...Mechanical...Engineering math....Material....@@

Damn...All of them making me headchce...especially mechanical....the lecturer is damn sucks man..@@

Came in, talk nonsense for 20 minutes...start putting slides....then QUIZ!!!! What the hell....having quiz since he dint even give us an example question..@@

Oh no..~~ i had past up my quiz twice blank already...PLEASE LAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DEAR.....where are you? i neeed u at this time...T^T..i need you to comfort me lar...just like everytime you did....T^T wuwu......T________T

but i know you are busy lar...T______T
comfort me when u are free k? Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................................. frustated!!!

HELP NEEDED FROM NG CHIA WEN>>>>>

live without regret~~

Watched terminator 4? One of the dialog sound like this. "Everyone deserve a second chance"
Fermilier with this? It is true that everyone deserve a second chance, but what if the second chance does not appear??
So, it is true to live without regret.

However, i did two things that may affect the rest of my life.

REGRET NUMBER 1: I did not study hard enough to score 4.00 in my matriculation semester 2 final exam.

REGRET NUMBER 2: Due to my 3.83 matriculation result, i dun not dare to reject USM offer, which is my first choise, Electronic Engineering.

Some thinks that i am lucky, and i should appretiate what i have. But guys...i have 2 stay in Nibong tebal for the rest 4 years..what do u think?

Haiz..fated. What i need 2 do now is study hard hard hard hard hard!!!!!!!!
ADD OIL LAI CHI QIN!!!

blurish life.....@@

It had been 2 weeks i had gone to USM, and my dear went to UM...we havent meet for 3 weeks adi....T.T damn miss u lar......

Haiz...Last week we had our 1st quarell. We never quarell before ever since we had being together. I am sorry for being such not understanding and tolerate. But i am very worry about you, maybe a little over already. Anyway, sweet again now..^^

How long u din cal me dear already? cant remember... am i losing connection with your life? nope i think~~ Dear, i want to tell u, u appear in my mind every moment every beat of my heart. Hard to believe? but it is true. I know you are busy with your stupid orientation thing. but i hope after this orientation, u can spend sometime on me ok? I need you sometime. I need a listener, i need someone to accompany me. but i dun nid others, all i want is you. Recently i am very easy to satisfie. A simple sms or a phone call from you can cheer me up for the whole day. Hard to believe again? but it is true also. Did my sms cheer u up? did my phone call give u a better day? Nevermind lar, give me your answer when you have the chance to read this blog. ok? ^^

There is something that is very hard for me to say face to face.

Dear, i want to be with you forever. Seriously. After a few year time, i want you to be at my side every second, every moment. "Hao fa fa"? Nope, this have nothing to do with tam-ing you. This is real. If you need any helps over there that i am posible to help, give me a call. i will help you anytime. 1 more thing, dun not say thx 2 me. Keep it inside your heart, forever.


I LOVE YOU.

Now back to my life. Arghhhhhh...assignment....japanese languague..@@ damn.... i am still in holiday mood lar..how am i going to cope with this? arghhhh.... add oil lar LAI CHI QIN~~!!!!

NG CHIA WEN!!! DENGAR SINI BAIK BAIK!!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I WANT YOU TO BE WITH ME FOREVER!!! GIVE ME RESPOND BY CALLING ME ONCE U READ THIS BLOG. THIS IS AN ORDER...:-p

I love you dear..^^ muacksssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

We shall add oil together!!..^^

I ♥ YOU
P/S :想念你是我最甜蜜的痛苦. ^^

research~~

Finally i experience LRD(long distance relationship) i miss her sooooooooooo much...T^T...lai chi qin dun cry...T^T

Usm orientation week is damn boring, nothing but talks and briefings...@@ and the funny thing is, it ended on thursday moring 11.30am@@

Great!! i became damn boring and started to do research on how to hold a long distance relationship. There is some tips::

1.Ask the important questions at the onset, to make sure you are both clear on the parameters of the relationship. Setting parameters such as naming your relationship (dating, seeing each other, boyfriend/girlfriend, engaged)as well defining exclusive(limited to one person,) non exclusive. These can be difficult and awkward questions to ask, but will save you great heartache and misunderstanding down the line. Example: "Are you open to the possibility of relocating if the relationship should become more serious?" or "What are you looking to get out of the relationship?". Stating your end goal or ideas will allow each person to maintain what they need.

2.Do things together. Defy the distance. As a long distance couple, it's important to do other things together besides the usual phone call. In a long distance relationship, interaction over the phone can become dull in the long run. Incorporating other forms of interaction are important. Just think... people in short-distance relationships do not spend the majority of their time talking, but rather doing things with each other. Try to replicate this by finding things to do together such as watching a TV show or movie simultaneously. For an extensive list of more things you can do with each other (or for each other) click here: Over 70 Activities & Ideas for LDR Couples!

3.Communicate in some way every day, more than once if possible. Since you won't be seeing each other, it's important to establish and maintain an emotional connection. These don't always have to be long, in-depth conversations. Tell each other about your little triumphs and tragedies. Ask for advice. Use an instant messenger program or VoIP for real-time chat, or web cams for that visual connection. E-mail is great so make sure you use it, especially if long-distance phone calls put a strain on your budget. Remember that e-mail and even instant messengers can increase the possibility of misunderstandings. Write love letters. Send small gifts or flowers for no reason. In this case, quantity is as important as quality. You may discover an advantage over others whose partner is close at hand - you don't take communication for granted!

4.Take advantage of the benefits a long distance relationship offers: more time with friends and/or family, no arguments over toothpaste caps, the pleasure of seeing your sweetheart again after a long absence, time to mull your options (rather than snapping at your partner impulsively) before you respond to that email s/he wrote that seemed so rude the first time you read it, etc. Most important, being far apart gives you a chance to maintain your individuality - something that can get lost in the shuffle when couples spend all their free time together.

5. Pursue common interests, even if it means pursuing them apart. If there's a movie you're both interested in seeing, watch it individually and then call each other afterward and talk about it. Read a certain book at the same time. Stargaze while you're on the phone. Set your watches to go off at the same time every day, and synchronize your alarm with that of your partner. Make it a point to think of each other when your watch goes off, and revel in the fact that he or she is thinking about you, too. Find creative ways to bond.

6. Avoid the temptation to be controlling. People have free will and no one can or should control another person. As long as you are both interested in being in the relationship, you will stick with it and distance will not make a difference. As soon as one of you decides the other is not a good match - or someone else is a better match - your relationship ends, whether you live 3000 miles apart, two streets over, or share the same bed with your wedding picture on the wall. You are going to have to trust each other completely if this relationship is going to work.

7.Talk about your future together. Assuming that ultimately you'd want to live together, discussing how you're going to get to that point will help you prove to each other that the relationship is going somewhere and that your efforts and frustrations are not in vain.

8.Remember: things will get better with time, and even the relationship will become better. Have hope

9. Visit often Try to make the time to visit each other as often as possible or as often as your budget permits you to. A relationship cannot thrive if the only thing you have is the phone calls. You need to see each other up close and personal every chance you get. The key here is to set up some "rules" about frequency of communication and visits and stick to them, consistency can help a LDR survive.

10.Avoid jealousy and be trusting One of the easiest ways to destroy a perfectly healthy relationship is to poison it with jealousy and drama. When you start a long distance relationship you must be realistic of the difficulties ahead. It always helps if you go in a relationship with the idea that everyone is innocent and worth of trust until proven otherwise. Don't fall in the trap to interrogate your partner every time he/she decides to go out for a drink with people you haven't met or he/she didn't get back to you right away when you called and left a message. Just because you are in a LDR, you lives won't pause. Your partner will naturally have a social life where he/she lives and so should you. Sure it helps to have your eyes open and not be totally naive but being overly suspicious is unhealthy for you and your relationship too. You should both maintain your social activity and be happy with yourselves.

11.Be positive Staying positive and not focusing on the negative aspects of a LDR is essential to keeping your relationship blooming and your partner content. Being away from your sweetie is not all bad news. Use the opportunity of personal time to pursue your interests and hobbies as well as your career objectives. Another positive points it that long distance dating pushes both of you to be more creative, communicate better since you don't have "face-to-face" time and test your feelings. As long as you see the long distance relationship as a temporary state, you will keep your chin up and transmit that feeling of security and happiness to your partner too.

12.Long distance dating is all about a balanced relationship between partners; a relationship built on strong foundations of trust, understanding and determination to make it work. The two partners should be reasonable about their expectations and willing to cooperate so that this relationship can lead to a happy ending. If these parameters are taken care of, you have nothing to worry about. But don't forget to ask some questions because if you don't , your partner may start to think that your loosing interest. For more information about Long Distance Relationships.

After reading all those, myself have a short conclution about holding on a long distance relationship.

In short, a LDR hold on 2 words. "trust", "believe". After these two come "confident".

It is not easy, but not imposible that LDR finally bear fruits.

EVERYONE, ADD OIL IF YOU ARE ON A LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP.

P/S: dear, i miss u...^^ love u as long as i m stil living..^^

muackssssssssssssssssss

i ♥ u...^^

CONGRAZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DENG DENG DENG DENG!!!

CONGRATz DEAR DEAR FOR GETTING UM MEDIC!!!!! heeeeeeeeeeeee--^^

i am damn damn PROUNDD of you!!

hahax

I HAV A GF TAT WIL BE A DOCTOR!!!..^^

LDR ( long distance relationship)

Guess what..... I got USM (university science malaysia), which is only 15 minutes from my house. If i wanted to, i can even crawl to it...=.= That is not the interesting part. The interesting part is chiawen is going far far to KL....walau...why me? Fated? Remember last time we vowed to apply the same university so that i can take care of her.... who know...@@ maybe this reali is fated.
errrr.... What to do? when i complained this to you, u just smile to me n said, : " no worries. Our relationship is stable. We will webcam n on the phone everyday.^^" wow...how steady u are~~ But i m not as steady as you. I know i will miss you badly, and i did. We will meet every holiday. Hence, i had already checked any holiday for us to meet...^^

-Ahad, 16/08/09 - Ahad, 23/08/09
(Mid-Term Break)

-Sabtu, 19/09/09 – Ahad, 27/09/09
(Special Break) hope u can celebrate my extra earlier birthday with me..^^

-Ahad, 22/11/09 - Ahad, 27/12/09
(Semester Break) vacation pls!!! ^^

-Sabtu, 13/02/10 - Ahad, 21/02/10
(Midsemester 2) hahax....will teman u everyday..^^

-Ahad, 09/05/10 - Ahad, 04/07/10
(long holiday) v work 2gether..^^
So there are all the holidayssssssssss
I will appretiate every holidays 2 meet u..^^

P/S: "I love U" for me everyday^^
"I love U" for u everyday^^

WoW!!!

Wow..can you imagine? I am going GENTING!!!!!!! hahax...what so great abt going Genting? ntg actually, but the different thing is i m going with my dear!!!! Wow Wow...damn excited!!!
Thx aunty for allowing your daughter to go genting with me. I promise i will take good care of her^^

Wow Wow!! cant wait cant wait!!!

wat gals hope her boyfren 2 do..^^

Number 1-
KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS.

Number 2-
TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE.

Number 3-
TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL.

Number 4-
L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER.

Number 5-
TELL HER STUPID J0KES T0 MAKEHER LAUGH.

Number 6-
LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR.

Number 7-
MESS WITH HER HAIR.

Number 8-
JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER.

Number 9-
INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0.

Number 10-
WHEN SHE CRYS D0 WHATEVER ITTAKES T0MAKE HER SMIlE.

Number 11-
F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES.

Number 12-
L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLYGIRL Y0USEE.

Number 13-
TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYSST0P.

Number 14-
H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U AREAROUND Y0UR FRIENDS.

Number 15-
WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING ATY0U TELLHER Y0U L0VE HER.

Number 16-
MESS WITH HER HAIR.

Number 17-
GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER.

Number 18-
TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0UBACK.

Number 19-
STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHENSHESSICK.

Number 20-
WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE.

Number 21-
KISS HER F0REHEAD.

Number 22-
GIVE HER THE W0RLD.

Number 23-
WRITE HER LETTERS.

Number 24-
LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES.

Number 25-
WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITHHER.

Number 26-
LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT.

Number 27-
LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0FY0U SHEWANTS.

Number 28-
KISS HER IN THE RAIN.

Number 29-
CALL HER EVERY NIGHT.

Number 30-
AND WHEN Y0U FALL IN L0VE WITHHER, TELLHER.L0VE HER LIKE Y0U NEVER L0VEDBEF0RE.

Wow....there is 3o of them.... which 1 u had done b4?? share wif me on the comments k??
erm...which tat i had did b4? erm... number 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13,14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 25, 26,27,30.... share wif me ya...^^

-CQlai-

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有一老夫妻年逾50.经济条件不错，理当是安享退休的时候，却一起到律师那要办离婚。原因是自从结婚以来，两人争吵不断，老是意见不合。个性上又南辕北辙十分不和谐。二十多年的婚姻生活，要不是为了孩子着想，早就劳燕分飞了。好不容易总算盼望到孩子成年，再也不需要父母操心，为了让彼此在晚年能自由的生活，不用再忍受那么多无谓的争吵，决定办离婚。这一刻在律师面前，让律师也面有难色，律师费都有点不好意思拿了，于是他提议办完手续后，三人一起吃顿饭。老夫妻想了想，虽然离了婚，两人又没有什么深仇大恨，吃顿饭总可以吧！ 餐厅里面三人气愤非常尴尬。正巧服务生送来一道烤鸡，老先生马上挟起一块给老太太说：“吃吧！你最喜欢吃的鸡腿。”律师眼睛一亮，心想事情也许有了转机哦！未料老太太红着双眼说：“我很爱你，但你这个人就爱自以为是，什么事都自己说了就算，从来不管别人的感受，难道你不知道，我这辈子最讨厌吃的就是鸡腿吗？”这时老先生也有点哽咽的说：“你……总是不了解我爱你的心，时时刻刻我都在想，要如何讨你的欢心，总是把最好的留给你，你知道吗？这辈子我最喜欢吃的就是……鸡腿。” 律师看在眼里，不免鼻头一酸，两人如此深爱着彼此的人，却因为沟通出了问题而面临分开的局面。这一晚两人心中都有着无限的感慨，这么多年的感情却要面对如此残酷的结局。老先生整晚翻来覆去睡不着，心中阵阵如火燃烧般的痛在心底无情的煎熬着。他考虑了很久，强忍着痛苦打电话给老太太，想表达他内心的后悔，他想告诉老太太，他是多么的爱他。电话声响了，老太太知道一定是老先生打来的，但是她心中充满了恨，他觉得似乎老先生负了她一生，她不想再听到他的声音。……电话不知道响了多久，老太太就是不接，婚都离了，面子重要，怎能接电话，甚至他把电话线都拆了。老先生握着冰冷的话筒，听不到老太太的声音，心中有如刀割一般。久久无法释怀。 其实这一天晚上老太太也是在伤心中辗转难眠，而且他忘了……老先生他有心脏病。隔天，老先生被发现死在自己家客厅，手里还握着电话。老太太知道这个消息后简直无法相信，为了赌一口气，竟然让自己深爱的人在心碎中死去，这时候她如何大声的呼喊也唤不回老先生的回眸一笑。 老太太柔肠寸断的整理老先生的遗物，突然发现抽屉里的一张保险单，投保日期就是当年他们结婚的日子，受益人当然是老太太的名字。虽然金额只有100万，但是当中夹着一张字条：“亲爱的，当你发现这张保单的时候，也许我已经不在这人世了，但我爱你的心不会改变，照顾你的责任更不会终止，这些保险金将代替我，继续给你无微不至的爱与关怀，一如我仍然在你身旁，永远爱你的……看到这里老太太润了双眼，他真的没看走眼，他虽然带点大男人主义，但是他是真心照顾自己一辈子的人。 千万不要让生命中有这样的遗憾，早早放下心中无谓的面子.成见.用爱与包容，真心的对待，否则你可能错过这一生深爱你的人最后一次所说的：“我爱你！” 到时候再多的悔恨也无法挽回这样的遗憾。要把握住机会，让心爱的人知道你有多在乎她，勇敢的说出来吧！假若你真的说不出“我爱你”这三个字，只要你用心，总有一天他终会了解的。

CQ lai~~
P.S: 我每天都会说“我爱你”^^
我自知沒有100%。。。。但我盡全力做到最好....我要我心愛的人幸福,,, ^^

sorry dear~~

Kinda hot temper today~~ whats going on with me~~ u just dint reply me~~ but i feel bad n weird~~ i feel kinda angry and what tew chew know ask "pek cek".... mayb all kinda incidents bring me to the fear of the non-replying situation of yours.

Finally u reply me, n giv the rest of the time of the night to me. Sorry dear for being so rude n hot temper 2day~ Maybe i realy does need you to accompany me. I am sorry dear.

Lov u oways^^
-CQ lai-

~SpEcIaL ThAnkSSS～

haaa...

special thanks at here la... :p

okie...

2nd of May...

the day i had waited sooooo long~~

hee...

but i cant celebrate with you..

i need to work..

1st of May...

u said u want to find me at tesco..

but at last..

u failed...

angry?

ermmmm.... a while lo...

hee...

stand until 9pm...

wow.. back home lo...

small bro told me got a friend send me something just now...

hmmmmmmmmmm.... who leh??

if he din't tell me..

i wont realize that there was a big box in my living room@.@

run go to take a look...

wow.. nice box..

open it... a cow? a pig?

hahax... confused by mum...

it is a pig la... its cute...

hee... still guessing who are the sender...

but after saw a crystal handlace inside...

i knew is you!!!!

the handlace is created by ur mum... thx auntie^^

so happy to receive this...

waiting 12am...

pang!!!! happy birthday!!!!
had free call that day...

surely call u first...

chat till i slept...

morning wake up continue... hahax...

don't waste ma... :p

then then go for work lo...

today seem not a lucky day for me...

although birthday... sighed...

anyway... at last quite ok la...

reached home...

i got a surprise again, but not from u la... hee...

read from my blog la...^^

ermmm...

then... i need to say sorry to u...

coz din spend the last minute birthday with u...

sorrie....

btw...

thanks for all...

muacksssss

Untitle~~

Kinda boring this three days~ starting from friday. Why? Cause she is working~ Great... i m "home alone" home? lol...should say "heart alone"
Starting from 12pm in the morning until 9pm at night, my cell phone seems not functioning =.=
Why? no message recieved... no phone callS.......

Nevermind~ I shall wait patiently~ i heard a dialog in a taiwan drama. It sounds lik tis "if i am able to wait for you for a second, then i m able to wait 4 you for a minute, an hour and even a year." wow! is that great? Kinda unbelievable?? But for people in love, it is quite posible...:-p

While writting this blog, playing my guitar..... Missing you~~

Dear!!!! Hope i can get a job in Tesco, just same like you. So that i can see u day and night for the three days...^^
hahax....
miiiiissssssssssssssssss you dear..^^
Muakcs

Penang~~

Amazingly, met u twice in a week?? Nice... The reduction of missing you.

Woke up 6.30am in the morning, planning to go to penang Advantist hospital to be a voleenter. Am i interested in medical? Not reali. I just want to know more. ^^ Another reason is to acompany her for sure..:-p

Went to Bm with hang which is studying in IBM. Reached about 7.30am. Miin fetched me up at IBM around 7.45am, with soo hua and chiawen on the car. Late? Oh nevermind~ (thx again miin ^^) Wow, TRAFFIC JAM!! a frequent termed used by penang citizens. It is a fact that penang is a nice place to stay and shopping, but PLEASE enlarge our penang bridge please... Worst traffice ever~~

Great~ Reached penang around 9.15am. Have our breakfast at? ( forgoten what its name)

Have a nice bowl of curry mee.

After that, went to Advantist. Not my first time went to Advantist. "World is full fill with suprises"

"We have enough voleenters today, please come again next weeK"

Great~ you know what it means.

Where to go? GURNEY!! hahax....

went to red box. Sing till we burst. And have our lunch there

P.S: wow..soo hua ban zhang... stil the same old Ban zhang!!! hahaz "ban zhang means for monitor in mandrin"

Sing until 2pm~~ great...everyone was tired....

Went to meet another Chiawen and his boyfriend.

After that, went back to BM again. Fall asleep on the car with your hand on mine. Wow... sweetest dream ever? :-p

Reached home around 4.30pm following hang's car.

Wow... i have a nice day^^

Thx again everyone....^^

Dating again.. place?? "msn conversation room of CQCW"

Planned to went jogging this morning. However, the clock shows 9.30am....great! hahax

Having a nice bowl of curry mee as my breakfast...erm...not bad as it is brought by mummy..^^ thx mum!! After day, stick to my laptop lik a bubble gum. hahax
"deng" then chiawen on9 already. Great~ got someone to accompany me. ^^

" you wil hav 2 accompany me whole day, til u went out for jogging. U R BOOKED!"
wow? i m booked? ok ok...as you wish dear~~
We chat....webcam.... Oh ya...most importantly...CHECKERs!!! hahax
We played msn games....Checkers.... She did played like a beginner^^ make me laugh until i roled into a bun. hahax. Damn funny. Nvm, u shall be a pros if u keep practising with me^^

Our "dating" go on until 5.30pm. Planned 2 jog? great...i fall asleep until 7.30pm. Great... another skip..@@

At night, went pasar malam wif choon keat.....
Until now..writting this blog with you accompanying me^^
What a nice day i had again. ^^ lov you ya
-missssssssssssssss u-^^
" CQ lai"

sweet date 2 day? wow..."by CQ"

Wake up in the morning.... feel kinda empty....why? din see you for a week already.... Erm.... wow....dad is at home.....
Nice... i can use his car then.
Give her a sudden call, suprisingly? i think so?? xD

First time to go to your house... First time to meet ur mum.... First time?? nope...i dun think so...meet her before...but she forget about me i think...lol...Nvm...... as i say...build up the relationship again...:-p

now i went your house..when is your turn? my parents are looking foward to see you oo^^
erm...after i plan then we discuss about it k?^^ nibong tebal is a nice sweet place...u will love it...^^

by the way.... c u next week...^^
P.S: "chean... no buses tis time...god does heard my voice...^^ wait my viva come v go penang gai gai...^^ hahax"

a sudden date...

wow... i type many times le... x.x
a sudden call frm u...
suddenly ask me free ma today...
hahaxx...
u wan come find me...touch till^^
ermmmmmmm... bout 12 smtg u reach le!!!!!!!!
hehe...
meet my mama... u look steady... yeng!
hahax..
u eat laksa, i go bath..
u n mama seem very ngam keng..
pandainya! clap clap
den we go for a movie
神枪手
hmmm... quite nice..
mayb coz...
u r beside me^^
after tat... walk walk...
den go to eat...
but rain jor...
no chance fetch u :p
u nid to bck oso le...
u giv me a handlace n a keychain frm redang
i giv u a doggie.....
ermmmm.. named.......... carie!
ok?
take good care of her ya^^
bye bye le dear..
c u next week..
tat time nt sudden date..
its a SPECIAL DATE!!!
heeeee
missssssss u^^

-chiawen-

Starting of a new blog...

Wow...blogging again?? remember that i started a blog at friendster, but it is already being history. Nevermind... I shall start it over again~ The main purpose of starting this blog is to jote down every part of my time with her. Opps...her? oh ya...forgotten to introduce my girlfriend, Chiawen^^.

Both of use shall share this blog, writting about our daily life, and of course our love story.

By the way...updating soon...

see you all soon friends..^^