IF~~

IF~ i am a more dicipline person

IF~ i listen to my parents' advice

IF~ i am able to be a top scholar

IF~ i study hard during secondary school

IF~ i study hard for my matriculation

IF~ i rejected USM

IF~ i get other university besides UM, USM or UKM

IF~ i can be more rational

IF~ i can control my emotion better

IF~ i appretiate what i have now

IF~ i study hard in university now

P/S: i duno what i want now. My wings of life had lost it direction. i need someone to guild me back to the right path. Maybe NG CHIAWEN can. Or i should say, she is the only one able to?
Dear, have a try. ^^ need ur help anyway~~